Bao Bei,

Life has been beautiful ever since U enter my life.
The sweet moments we had together and the bad moments as well are unforgetable.

To me, U are always sweet and beautiful, my perfect girlfriend.
U are always there for me whenever i am down.
U never fail to make me smile.

I love U, and I hope I'll always be by ur side.

From,
Da Ben Xiong

Yesterday, ZT was back and we had lunch with Isabel, along with yl and xl.. She seems so much happier and it really reminds me of the times where we all go out for buffet after our salary. Those are the times where there was no stress but CBT and AT, Callover. Come to think of it, this blog was also started by her...

After Chionging and neglecting so much of my life, friends and church, it really struck me does it really worth it to Aim for something and not acheive it? After running a race then you realised you went to the wrong finishing line.

Work is not as tough as BMT but does it worth the amount of time we place in. 12 hrs * 20 days =240hrs (without clearing CN on weekends) That amount of returns/hr is slightly higher than my part time job years back in Poly days.

Things went really bad last week with alot of email CCing and BCCing at client's place. 1 week audit last year = 3 weeks + audit for this year. What went wrong? Leadership, planning, or communication? Is there a clear guide of when and how we are to do our work, or should we just follow instruction when it don't seems to make sense. Anywae, again, I am a fry too small to comment.

For those who don't know how to claim MRT fare, let me tell you.. Just go to SMRT website and print the fare chart and attach in. How do I know? Cos I've claimed it. Why I claim, cos its.... a managemet decision...... Good thing my house no night rider, just in case management want me to take night rider home around midnight after work.

A bad job with arrow shooting around and no benefits = SUPER LOW MORALE & MOOD + ANGRY.... = No quality work...

But who cares? 1 month leave start in 3 days time...

I just can't sleep today... Since Exam is round the corner let me blog what I've learnt yesterday.

When my lecturer was going through one of the business model the fist thing that came to my mind was, a house that provide costly water. Why? read on...

There are a few school of thoughs and key approaches to motivating employee, but when my lecturer went through the "Herzberg" approaches, it really "speak of someone I know'

Herzberg theory was that there are some "motivators factors that will motivate employees" and some "poor hygience factors that will cause disatisfaction But Good Hyginence factors will not motivate" [So Hygience will only case problem la...]

So what are motivators? Recognition, interesting work, possiblity of growth are all motivators.
Whereas Hygience factors are lack of pay, poor working conditions, supervision.

So how dose it apply to the particular floor of the house that provide costly water?

Motivators.
Recognition - do not exist on that floor, as they are SMallE.
Interesting work - maybe but the higher floor seems more interesting
Possiblility of growth - Saw some1 with O level getting 3k/mth & another getting 30k bonus, growth seems slower there.

Hygiene factors.
Lack of Pay - YES YES!!! A small lack compare to the green DoT, a big compare to elsewhere.
Poor Working conditions - No... very good working conditions, but that does not motivate.
Supervision - Thats not for me to comment.

So according to Herzberg theory, there are no motivators on that floor, but hygience factors kick in to de-motivate.. Haiz..

You may not know exactly what it is, cos I have very Lousy english to articulate what i want to express. Hmm... Indeed study makes one sleepy.. After blogging finally i feel sleepy at 3am... Hopefully you guys (if any1 read) will feel sleepy too... Nitez...

I've been into RPG game lately, and added to my completed game is "brave Story". Somehow through all these years of RPGing, i've realised that all hero fall in love and they fight for their friendship and love.

They went through the trouble of "lv up" but to realised that monster lv up together with them. So if you think you lv to 99 will have an easy fight? nope cos the boss will be lv 99 too. So in life, we went through all the trouble to study and train but to realised that there would be more barrier to cross. But the problem is who do you have with you in your "party" to push through?

Dear said that I should not play too much game as I neglected her... Hmm.. Sorry.
Come to think of it, she is really nice to me. There has been so many times that she accompanied me even though she was very tired, there was times when i am too stubborn but she still gave in to me... But I did not even go shopping with her and do the things that she like with her..

If you ask me how much she love me I would tell u how she gave in to me. If you ask me how much I love her, I would tell you how much I've changed for her.

Its been a looong time since i updated my blog. It seems that i am getting alot lazier. Ok... Lets go back in time... to the week i have my job at Z***er...

As you people would know I've change tel no. And my mum brought 4D for 1 month and they did not strike any prize for the past 1 month and they gave up. And the last draw they bought was on 6 Apr. My bill came on the 8 Apr and my mum asked me why i spent 100+ on my phone .. er.... duno why also. But the most suai thing is that my phone no came up 3rd prize on 9 Apr!!! Ahhhhh.... What to do? suainess....

11 Apr was my mum birthday and I had dinner with Dear and my family at Coca. It cost abt 150 but the best part was to see dear singing birthday song for my mum... VERY FUNNY!!!!!
She came to my house before i sent her back...

AND by the time i came down her block, it was past midnight, i hear a "Bong!" not bang! as it sound more like something more fleshy... and yes indeed. some1 commited suicide some block away... how suai can i be? The next morning, while i was still in lala land, i hear another "Bong"! sound, but this time nearer... My dad work me up and I though i must be dreaming. I looked out my window and lo and behold..... A guy that looked like Mas Selamat was lying on the floor... With all the blood and...... too disgusting to describe... I lived on the 2nd floor mind you...

AHHHH!!! How suai can i be? 4D case and 2X commit suicide in a day. haiz... And the following monday is my job at Z***er...

But afterall, it not that bad afteralll... "Disgusting photos to be posted soon..."

27 Apr..

It was a Sunday and i went back to office with Vivin and dear.... But alot of ppl were in office too.... We worked till 5+6pm and we went off to celebrate our pay day!! opps, i mean our 6mths together.

Dear wasn't feeling very good on that day emotionally, but still she did try very hard to be in a cherrful mood. Thanks dear... We went to one of the restaurant that i shortlisted for Vday and it was crowded. The restaurant has a romantic, cozy hut kinda feel, and it serve japanese italian food. What that? that means, Japanese cooking italian food with some Jap cooking style... Sound complicated, and it did Taste Wonderful!! Dear say it wonderful too... We had her fav green tea ice cream after dinner and sat by S'pore River... Sound too good to be true... But deep inside i know things are not really fine... By the time i sent her home it was 11+ pm and in a few hrs time i need to be back in office.. haiz... weekend past so fast. I would like to say I LOVE YOU Bei!!!
"Again, due to my laziness, photos to be uploaded soon..."