Its a new year and I've been thinking what have i really attained in the past one year. Have my goals been achieved? Have I been using my time effectively.

I may have fall short in some areas and change is necessary for progress and growth on those area. Life is a whole cycle of change. Someone once say this to me "If you want to achieve something you have never achieved before, you have to do something you have not done before" It somehow make sense....There must be changes in life for our relationship to progress.

------- Can Skip, for my own motication ---------
Pepsico changed their strategy of attacking Coke in china by not in the cola drinks but changed and going into snacks and potato farming to increase their chips quality. Now the number of their "PEPSI" trademark in china is beat coke by 4 to one. Transformation is no longer an option. It is necessary.
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BTW, news sure spread fast. As at yest, another group of people seems to have known of things that are not to be known so fast... How? No choice. :)

HAHA!!! oh not to forget my stocktake that Took forever to complete. Photos to be posted in future. Quite fun to go once in your lifetime.

Hmm... I've received complaints that i did not blog that much... So sorry!!! Been really busy these few days on job and preparing my Christmas presents, so time to blog...

Christmas was very FUN FUN FUN & memorable. Something that i will not forget in my life! We went to sentosa, and the rest is for me to know and for u to find out... So much to say, so y not jus dun say...

I've been into korean drama nowadays... But the more i see the more i'm engrossed in all those lovely couples... Its seems so unexpected on how these things can happen on them?

Is it really so hard to get what you hoped for? YES! It is. If I'm getting something too easy, it will not be challenging and I may not cherish what I have. So things that are in scarecity, are those that are precious.

I've a couple of plan for dear's christmas present but its seems that it will not work... Must really think what should I do/buy... Maybe the best thing is ... NOTHING? haha...

Yesterday's star award topic, "Don't yearn too much for the award, and you'll get it..." Does it works? Nope... But it do make a point as in, if we get it, its a award, if we don't, life still goes on and we should not be overly eager to get it. The best actor waited for 20yrs. Woah! Everybody say "Woah"...

It do make me think that what we hold on tightly we will eventually lose, but what we let go, we may gain even more... Its like fishing, We got to let go of the bait, in order to get the fish. If we hold the line too tightly, we will not catch the big fish.

Same applies to Kite flying (althought I hate people who fly kite).. So maybe this christmas, no plan is better than have plan... Like "独孤九剑", "无招胜有招". Because those who fails to plan, plans to fails. And since you plan to fails, anything extra is a gift. I should not take all things too seriously and not to be too stubbon in what i want to get... What will be will be, i will get what i'll get... Life is a balance and now is the season for giving and not receiving...

Christmas the season for giving. :)

10 more Hours to my paper

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

I got 10 more Hrs to my paper... Woah i Should be stress but i got a mixed feelings... I hope i can do well...

The only way to find happiness is to be greatful for all that you have. I have been wanting for more. YES! I'm not happy with where I am right now because I know I can do much more, I can contribute, WE can move on to another level. This is not my personal excellence, my personal best.

But but but all these takes time and trust. So Right now i should be contented and not hoping to rush things.... I guess Life is like an examination, when you know you can do more, you feel like haiz... "Why is it like that?".

But the difference is Even with "Time" and "Effort" put in, you can't gurantee good results. There is no exact Formular that works... Its all depends on feelings. I need to move my "Ranking"... but i do not know how...

Please do not shut your door, but open up our hearts... We plan for the future, but live our life as though there is no tomorrow so that there will not be regret. I guess i do not have to worry too much, as what will come will come, if i do not cross this crisis, then what about the harder ones next time... Trials and tribulation is guranteed to come... And I have to prepare for my battle gear and ready to engage them... I will not be navie, stupid and be a fool to believe things that a reasonable man would not believe... So I am jus trying to be a "Reasonable man"...

Life is like a war, we got to fight for own happiness, fight for our career, and strive hard to get the support of yr loves ones. Woth Competition then there will be improvement.

Ok... Back to my books... Bye bye my dear blog...

Motivating myself.... Sorry for non-Christian skip this post..

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell in the house of the LORD Forever.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CANNOT TAKE IT, I STILL HATE FLIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, December 3, 2007

Haha... Dear just asked me, when did i confirm i like her... i also don't know..

Lets see how we started?
Our First 1 to 1 movie - 20 Aug 2007
Our First post in her tag board (after knowing for sure and score 100 in her my friend test
- 9/10 Sep 2007
Our 2nd movie - 25/26 Sep 2007
First time i tell her i like her. 26 Sep... (my 1st and last msg on her birthday.... some1 may think its the last, but somehow i followed teletxt time.... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!)
First time i gave her flowers - 26 Sep 2007
First time we took neo print - 3 Oct 2007
First time taliking to her nephew- 18 Oct 2007
First time we went 1 on 1 date - 27 Oct 2007
First time we made our own bear - 27 Oct 2007
Our first cable car ride in singapore - 27 Oct 2007
26 Sep (her bdae) ----> 27 Oct (our day) ----> 28 Nov(my bdae)
First time talking until we see sunlight- 4 Nov 2007
First time meeting her sis - 6 Nov 2007
First time meeting her mum - 7 Nov 2007
First time meeting her whole family - 8 Nov 2007
First time she cooked for some1 outside her family - 8 Nov 2007
Our 2nd neo print - 11 Nov 2007
Our time she ask me to trust her - 18 Nov 2007 (No worries, i trust you, but there will be flies/angels around)
First time she sat beside me when i drive - 25 Nov 2007 (COPYRIGHT)
2nd time she sat """ - 27 Nov 2007
Our first......, time to farm- 28 Nov 2007

okokokok.... got to go back study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Feeling much better now... I love you dear...
Our time together may be short, but there will be more yearssss to come yeah?
You got my access, so feel free to edit anything or add anything i've missed out... :)

Flies are everywhere, get used to it...

Today went to pick Dear up after her exam... Wanted to sent her straight home after that so she can have more time to rest and study but... she say she no mood to study straight after a depressing exams so... we went to changi airport instead....

Hmm... I was shocked that i will go cos, my own exams are starting in 2 days time... Woah.... For those who know me well, i always study very last min... so this is a crucial time... No worries dear, i will work hard after i updated my blog...

Let me go back to the topic of my blog, flies are everywhere i have to get used to it... I am not aiming at anyone just stating my view... If you don't like feel free to come and look for me!!!!!!!

Hmmm... How to start.... Ok... On the way back to her house, we saw a roach on the bus and i killed it.. It makes me thinking, why are there so many irritating "insect" around (to me it is irritating, to some it isn't, it is their "XIAO QIANG").. Sometimes when we think that we have done a lot of "housekeeping" & spend a lot of effort and time to keep away all these "Pest" but they are still around and Keep bugging and bugging and bugging around your life... They like to fly in and out, when you want to kill it they fly away, when you are not in high alert, here they come to attack.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why can't they just go get a life... Go away from my room, my house, my sight? But it is all my wishful thinking... Flies are always around, and here i am reminding myself to get used to it.... There is nothing i can do except to keep my house clean and hopeful they will not make my house their home as well... If i see it, I WILL KILL IT!!! if it is within my means and range... I just hate it... Sorry for being so violent against flies and roaches but i Simply hate it... Who like roaches, please tell me maybe i can catch them and put it on your bed so that they can share your bed with you!!! I don;t like to share my personal stuff... Maybe since young, i have my own room so i don't like to share stuff (depend on what la....) with other people... But if the insect comes, here i am prepared to keep them out of my house... If they think they can make me moved house or make my house their home think again!!! If they are so capable they could have done it long ago....

So try me... :) I love challenges!!! hey hey.... why i am so angry with roaches??? so funny, it keeps me thinking as they are always around... I jus have to know, its my room and unless it is taken away, it will still be mine...

Housekeeping, housekeeping.....