Now its 440 am 29 Nov and my birthday is officially over.... I've just reached home from my long and fruitful birthday celebrationa and i feel like updating my blog before i go for shower.

Reading my blog before coming down to meet me??

My day started at 830am at sembawang, followed by a breakfast at NYP to have a taste of poly lifestyle all over again.... :)

Photos at NYP after dropping her sis off her workplace.

(Simon and Kath)

With Specs.... So "si wen"

Without specs.... How i wish my eyes to be healed soon so that i can wear contact lens again.

Finally, K-bear get to meet her creater again after 1 mth...

Then we (Kath and I) went to the different farms at Lim Chu Kang, Choa Chu Kang and Sungei Tengah...

And tis is what she ask the goat farm personnel.
Kath : What can we do here except feeding the goats and drinking goat's milk?
Mr A: This is a farm, what else can you do except feeding goats and drinking goat milk...

HAHA!!!!!!!!!

Oh... The baby bear is called Ka-Na-Sai (KnS) for a reason.. Happy 1 mth old, boy boy...

Look at the amount of food wated... 1st time i eat lesser than her.

Kath then ask me to drive to Suntec for the next part of our event... Hmm.... But the event was cancelled as the rain is too heavy... We went shopping for Christmas present and played arcarde and take neoprint again...





Drive her to FTC where i go and take a 2hr nap at the student lounge... Didn't know that the sofa there are so comfortable....

Finally, Sami ended his class and we went to Aljunied for dinner.. (at 1030pm) Hmm... she must be hungry, but i am too tired to feel any hunger in me..

Next, we went to Marina South Pier to end my birthday, but it was closed and she passed me part 2 of my best Birthday present, it was a note book, feels with words written by her... (contents failed security clearance)..(part 1 she passed me under her blk yesterday)...

AHHH!!! After which then i realised my petrol is left with the last quater so went to pump petrol and off to East Coast Park we go... Stayed there for quite some time for my part 3 present before sending her home...

She was so tired that she fell alsleep when i was driving her back home...

Woah, THANK YOU DEAR FOR PLANNING THE LOOONG LIST OF DIRECTORY for DAY ACTIVITY even when you are so busy revising for your exams and keeping me in suspense...
and accompany me in my night activities.... Sorry that i took out 22hrs of your precious time for my birthday... I'll always remember my 22nd birthday forever..

{{For those who wants to know whats our relationships? We are friends, collegues......and..."ahem". Not that we wanna hide all these while, jus....}} Anyway, 22hrs celebration for my 22nd birthday... All in all i received K-Bear, cake, notebook, something special from dear for my birthday..

Not forgetting, all that wished me happy birthday.... I did have a happy happy birthday... & Pink Panter for everything... Now "xiang tong le".

How i wish, i wish my birthday will never be over...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME... There are no words to describe my feelings now.... Excited... But i would like to say thank you to Kath.... See you later... in 4 hrs time... :P

It should have been 27 Nov 2007... but Photos are taken from 0000 to 0330, 28 Nov 2007

Thanks for the Birthday Cake...

BTW we had 2 cakes that nite, for different purpose..

Friday, i studied at FTC study room for the whole day... Woah, so much to study and yet so little time...

Meet Kath after her class for dinner/supper and a last min decision to watch movie...

Watched 'Enchanted"... Its really a good movie, funny and meaningful...
fairy Tale Story, Happily Ever After... Is this really applicable to our society now?
Will (me) Simon and Katherine be happily together forever? Going into PWC and meet Kath is such a wonderful thing.

Divorce rate are so high now and why do they break their commitment? To me love is not just a feelings as feelings do changed. It is more of an intimacy, the emotional aspect and Commitment is the decision-making part. "CHOICE" of love... The willingness to work things out... Can rainbow be wif me forever?? Hmm...

Oh ya.... somehow, we always watch movie at the same place... Must change place liao, if not will be sian.... How i wish, i got a car that day... Why???? Hmmm..
We walked from round and round just to find the Night Rider bus stop... The last time i took night rider was more than 1 yr ago.... But she jus took it less than 1 month ago...
LOL.... After waking around in circles, its about 3am and we decided to take a cab back.. haha... So funny...

Slept for less than 4 hrs and went to Sami's lecture from 930-530... Went to church and followed by "HERO"... The movie is not bad...

Now its 430am and yet i still can't sleep... 4hrs sleep for 48 hrs... wah....

Why? i guess too much time makes us think too much... haha... Busy period will make us more focus and not so sticky... Why does the past memory keep following me?? Must really learn on how to have Trust and Faith...

Exam are coming and lecturer always tell us to stay focus...

"Don't spread yr self too thin and know everything by a little... Its time to take a risk and know certain topic in depth and give up some" - PW

A jack of all trade is a master of none.. It also applies to relationship/friendships and "Hitler".... History taught us that he spread his army too thin over russia...

For friendship, if we have too many friends who are not close, i find it useless... why no just have a few very close ones with you.... We cannot please everyone in this world... There are times that i say the wrong things without me knowing... If u don't tell me how do u expect me to know?? by some telepathy?? Yes, Its my fault & I am in the wrong, If things have past and u still bear grudges, what do u expect me to do?? but since u dun tell me and jus treat me this way.... Hmm... what i can say is "Come on la, its time to move on..." If we cannot be close friends, lets jus be "classmates"... .

... I went to Ngee Ann poly to study last friday... Haha... The school changed quite abit since 2 yrs ago.. Guess what? i met Kath there... So qiao... I saw hwee li there before i saw her... It was so funny....

Exams are around the corner and the worst thing is that i am taking 4 modules... HERO sia...

Yesterday, had plan to meet someone important for lunch and ..... but then things changes due to mistake by some1 from a "big corp sect firm"... haiz... no choice.... we had our lunch and walked around...

I'm not realy upset as such things cannot be controlled, so no point getting upset over it... Just that time isreally important now and i want to spend it on those that are important to me...
I went to Vivo to meet reagan and do some shopping!!! yeah... spend $$ again... Shopping is such a good therapy for stress relieve... Got an idea of what to buy for christmas...

I feel really bad after that as i really do not have much time left.... And my decision is final, I will not spend my time on anywhere else except on study and on someone important.... So i am right in this, we think with our brain and it will control our feelings and reflex action...

Yesterday i went to FTC to self study.... Meet Vivin, Kath and their classmates for lunch before going to study room... As the aircon is too strong i got a bit of flu...

Meet Kath to go shopping after class... We went taka to shop for christmas present, but found nothing. Then we went to Zara... Ahhh... this is where Reagan found us... He was with Jacq, and the rest... This is the 2nd time they saw me with Kath... (1st time was on Kath's birthday...) Jac asked for Kath's no... Hmm... I think i know why...

Then Kath and I went off to other place but we met them at Taka Enterance near LV...
Went to Topman to try out a few shirts, but Kath say she need to go get something so i continued to try out my shirts... After i am done, she gave me a call to meet me outside the shop...

To my surprise, she went to buy medication for my flu... Thank You!!!!!

We wend Shaws to shop and to Lucky Plaza for Indo Food... Woah i was so happy that she brought medication that i tear in the shop... Hahah... Nah... I asked for extra Chilli and woah, it was really spicy....

Walked around and went to Cine to take neoprint,,,

You are very sweet today... Why?
1st, suday is her family day, which she usually will go home for dinner, but she accompined me shopping and dinner.
2nd, she brought medication....
3rd she took neoprint with me althought she didn't want at first...

Going to meet her again later... But 1st, going back to office cos Miss Pink Panter did not bring her key.... So got to pass mine to her... So blur... haha....

Today is a Public Holiday and I woke up late…. Was wondering where should I go? Sentosa or Minds Café… But then, I decided to pack my room… So I stayed at home and was wondering where to go for dinner… So I called my friend and brought something up to eat together…

And I didn’t copy idea from anyone so I am not a copycat… Ok… I brought 3 crab from AMK and waited 1 hr for the Crabs… It tasted good, but didn’t eat much cos abit pai seh… Played with my friend’s nephew….

PSP always works!! Cheers to my PSP…

Yesterday Tian Zhu (NS friend) called to spite me... IndoArgi went up to above $2... Ahhh... when we brought it. it was at $1.20... why did i sell it so fast... He went ahead to play contra yesterday... Which I think he is mad.. but then he cash out$1600 from contra and from the share we had the last time... Huh?? that was my 1 mth salary!!!!!

Went to Thai Restaurant @ along S'pore river for dinner with Kath... The food is not bad... But it cos abt $60++ for jus 2 dish and pineapple rice.... (OH BTW we are just friends, and coworkers... don't be mistaken... So dun think too much into it.... But then what i can say is that i like her....)




Went to one of my friends house after dinner... My friend mum is very humorous... What do i mean?
E.g.
Me : I live near XXX....
Friend's Mum : Oh you can walk there?
Me : No... Need to take bus....
Friend's Mum : Oh, my place is also near Changi Airport... Cos take bus also can reach...

-__-"

My friend place is at further away from my hse to Changi Airport lor.... Woah i so Pei Fu.... Haha...

How fast is measured by Speed... And speed can be constant i.e no accerlation.... But why do we want to be constant in life... We should accerlerate... Ans things will be done much faster...

(What a long walkway)

Love is a decision

For those who live in negativity.. Please look forward... If you learn driving, there is no one be safe enough that keeping looking at rear mirror to play safe and never look at the cars in front..
Who will check airbags and all details of car before they drive off? Who will keep telling themself it will not work....Cannot be done... Its difficult... Indecision keep us away from action. It spoils our progress and it perpetuates mediocrity.

There is always hope for the future. And there is nothing wrong about dreaming... Its the ability to dream that make us unique from other animal. What we need is to be in the right place and at the right time. For me, i always go with what i Have, there is no better time than this time.. If i keep procratinate and don't start, i may not even complete my studies.

PLEASE PLEASE step out of yr box and take a look at this world of opportunies... No point knowing something and not doing it... Unlimited possibilities are not available to jus anyone. They are available to those who believe.

Many times we know the problem but we choose to avoid it or even see that the problem is too difficult to slove... --> YOU are defeated even u tried it...

Principle is not a respecter of person.. So what we sow, we will surely reap.. If you sow negative thoughts, you will reap negative things... If u can get apple from orange seed... Please teach me...

If you think you are beaten, you are;
If you think you dare not, you don't;
If you think you want to win but don't think you can,
It's almost a cinch you won't.
If you think you'll lose, you've lost;
For out in the world we find
Success begin with a fellow’s will:
Its all in the state of mind.
If you think you’ve outclassed, you are;
You got to think high to rise;
You’ve to be sure of yourself before
You can ever win a prize.
Life’s battles don’t always go
To the strongest and fastest man;
But sooner or later the man who wins;
Is the man who thinks he can.
- Walter D. Wintle

On the other hand... There is those too impatient... me?? hmmm...
Everytime they sow something, they wanted to see the harvest too soon... and they think thatthey can help by pulling the plant bit by bit to help them grow... {ba(1) miao(2) zhu(4) zhang(3)}... In the end the plant will die... SO give more time... and patient...

The most important part of a building is the foundation... So foundation is important, spend more time in it... 3 mths 1 yr? its ok... Whats thats to a freehold property...

I've learnt to be greatful for all the little things... In life we often look at what we have... But now i've learnt not to look only at what we have, I am going to see what i can do with it...

Economics refers to how people use limited resources to meet unlimited desires. Translation: it's the study of how we interact and make decisions about time, money and things we value... So my desire is to be with some1 aka rainbow aka (you know who u are) but my resources are scare(limited) so i need to plan to optimise my time.... As for the supply and demand... I am supplying too much "goods" so the price(value) of my goods may seems to drop and not make so much impact... But i believe that through branding, those who want my goods will still come back to me..( i hope)... but i will plan and make my decision based on this assumption... althought i know of the risk...

I've made the decision...

Labels: Waiting for call...........

Why does my brain always become alive at 2am in the morning?

It seems that I try to put myself to bed, every night, diligently, at a reasonable time, with the intention to be able to reach office in time & maximise the day ahead of me... but most of the time my body is not obedient. I have tried for so many times to turn myself into a morning person, and the only morning that I actually am "with it" is when it is pitch black and the rest of the people is asleep. That's when I seem to get ideas. I seem to be inspired.

I read & think a lot at night, maybe it is due to there is no distraction ard. Maybe I should just get used to this, and then not feel so guilty when I want to sleep in in tomorrow morning... Exam are coming so we shall study hard... Yeah... Nah... maybe... sleep is a blessing from the Lord.

Things seems to be a blurry stage but i believe that as we move on day by day in our mandate activites, things are moving forward. Lets not purposely try to make things happen or have additional pressure. Jus be comfortable.

Fear is a subconscious emotional response to danger. Most fear is usually connected to pain or bad exprience. For example, if a child falls into a well and struggles to get out, he or she may develop a fear of wells, enclosed spaces or water. People who have bad relationship may have fear for a new one. Fear is remedied by FAITH. Trust your heart, and have the faith once again.

Guilt is an affective state in which one experiences conflict at having done something one believes one should not have done. It gives rise to a feeling that does not go away easily, driven by conscious. Thing have already happen, no point dwelling over it. Guilt can be remedied by punishment… (and I would gladly be the punisher), by forgiveness (God has forgiven all sins) or by the understanding that the source of the guilty feelings was illogical or irrelevant. We cannot please everyone in this world… SO why dwell in it?


"She is always on my mind, from the time i wake, till the time i close my my eyes, she is everywhere i go, even in my dreams....Maybe my love will come back someday, Only heaven know... " - heard it frm somewhere and modified it. This can really really, reflect the feelings i have... But I am a happy Man now... Somehow there is a joy, gladdness within my heart...