Why does my brain always become alive at 2am in the morning?

It seems that I try to put myself to bed, every night, diligently, at a reasonable time, with the intention to be able to reach office in time & maximise the day ahead of me... but most of the time my body is not obedient. I have tried for so many times to turn myself into a morning person, and the only morning that I actually am "with it" is when it is pitch black and the rest of the people is asleep. That's when I seem to get ideas. I seem to be inspired.

I read & think a lot at night, maybe it is due to there is no distraction ard. Maybe I should just get used to this, and then not feel so guilty when I want to sleep in in tomorrow morning... Exam are coming so we shall study hard... Yeah... Nah... maybe... sleep is a blessing from the Lord.

Things seems to be a blurry stage but i believe that as we move on day by day in our mandate activites, things are moving forward. Lets not purposely try to make things happen or have additional pressure. Jus be comfortable.

Fear is a subconscious emotional response to danger. Most fear is usually connected to pain or bad exprience. For example, if a child falls into a well and struggles to get out, he or she may develop a fear of wells, enclosed spaces or water. People who have bad relationship may have fear for a new one. Fear is remedied by FAITH. Trust your heart, and have the faith once again.

Guilt is an affective state in which one experiences conflict at having done something one believes one should not have done. It gives rise to a feeling that does not go away easily, driven by conscious. Thing have already happen, no point dwelling over it. Guilt can be remedied by punishment… (and I would gladly be the punisher), by forgiveness (God has forgiven all sins) or by the understanding that the source of the guilty feelings was illogical or irrelevant. We cannot please everyone in this world… SO why dwell in it?


"She is always on my mind, from the time i wake, till the time i close my my eyes, she is everywhere i go, even in my dreams....Maybe my love will come back someday, Only heaven know... " - heard it frm somewhere and modified it. This can really really, reflect the feelings i have... But I am a happy Man now... Somehow there is a joy, gladdness within my heart...